A Tear-Soaked Towel

I’m throwing in the towel

Much adieu, to you, pal

And the four-way stop

Is in the rear-view mirror

One last tear and lip quiver

Our lives’ intersection gone

I’m throwing in the towel

Much adieu, to you, pal

Time marches on

And every once in a while

I’ll remember and I’ll smile

Of days with you so far gone

I’m throwing in the towel

Much adieu, to you, pal

Someone has to pull the plug

I’ve been here long enough

No more to suffer…

I loved you, oh, I loved her.

I’m throwing in the towel

Much adieu, to you, pal

Finally pronounced dead

Hope unfed

Unlike what we said

But it is life right?

And it moves on

Right on out of sight

Right on out of sight

Life just moves on

So the hi is now bye

And the high is now low

Nothing left to say, so

Goodbye, Friend, Goodbye.

Lies In the Bed of Roses

You said it would never end

We would always be friends

Nothing would come in between us

For the rest of our days

And all I see is space

With just a memory of your face

Nothing hurts more

Than a time-elapsed lie

When it finally reaches the shore

Hidden in aloof cloudy skies

The truth rains in a storm

And nothing hurts more

Than space

With those former days

As mere folklore

Just mere folklore

Just mere folklore

Sometimes the kiss doesn’t work

And she stays asleep. Maybe

Because the dreams are better

Than the reality she can’t see

So I am hanging on waiting

Now limp and just danglin’

The noose was too tight

The noose was too tight

mY HEaRT'S xRAY iS POSITIVe (I love you.)

When The Idealist Meets Reality She Becomes Idyllic

As a little girl

I have dreamed

Of this one world

Where everything

Had a happy ending

And once upon a time

Happened all the time

A little girl’s heart

A little girl’s heart

I played house with him

As he swept the house

He swept me from my feet

And we did dishes together

With soap bubbles on our noses

We’d kiss like the eskimoes

And my heart fluttered

Happily through the skies

Eating its wonderful pie.

The dream faded its light

And from lurking in the night

The nightmare mugged my dream

I turned to look away,

But it was burned on my eyes

So I hopelessly watched

As the terror unfolded

The hot water scolded

And I couldn’t hold it.

I walked down the aisle

All were sitting and hissing

What was I missing?

Why was I so disdained?

I needed them to explain

But they just spat and scorned

And I just kept on walking

Why had I even been borned

Why had I even been borned

Then my eye met my foot

As it continued its step

And as black as soot

Was my wedding dress.

And I stood alone in the front

Crashing to my knees

And two oceans blue colliding

There was no hiding

There was no hiding

The place was in an uproar

Familiar faces laughing

Faces once soft now hard as flint

But then all became so silent.

I wanted to look up but scared

I could not even dare it.

Sole soles strolled closer

As my dress got blacker

Completely soaked in tears

The feet in front of me

I stopped breathing

As a hand touched me

And then two hands grabbed me

Underneath my arms and lifted

Me to my feet now standing.

My heart stopped beating

As fear flooded over me

As fear flooded over me

Then my dress slipped from one shoulder

Then my body was colder

As the dress was on the floor

My breasts laid bare

Trembling as all stood to stare

His white clothing was fair

As well as their hissing

Wake up! I screamed inside

Wake up! Go and hide.

His hand moved to my back

And a finger lifted my chin

His eyes of fire yet desire

He pulled me in tenderly

Yet hugging so devouringly

Like a lion starving

I was in him embraced

And he completely covered me

He completely covered me.

And my eyes shot wide

With beads as hills on my nose

While the ceiling hid the sky

I remembered:

As a little girl

I have dreamed

Of this one world

Where everything

Had a happy ending

And once upon a time

Happened all the time

A little girl’s heart

A little girl’s heart.

A Soul Dancing in the Moonfight

As the moon peaks

At me

Through the trees

I wonder what it sees

In me

Naked and bare

My dreams, fears, cares

And still

It continues to stare

Gleaming in my eyes

Away

I look and cry

And there I die

Tonight

Pale and unwell

Looking down I see

Black ice

Under my feet

And I realize

It’s me

Sliding outta control

With faltering hope

Wonder

Can I hold

On? But I fall

Away

A heart frozen

And unnoticed

Until

It was too late

And a tear makes

A sea

And when they kiss

In mornnan’s mist

You see

Reflecting

My agony

That tears

My soul apart

In its light

The moon

Pierces on through

My exterior

Coming to